Bloodshed

I'm getting fucking destroyed right now. I ended up tilting off $50 because of it, in an almost maniacal way. Just potted everyhand until it was gone. I couldn't take the beats anymore and flipped. -$300, -$400, +$150, -$250. That's my summary for my last four days on Full Tilt. I really like PLO, but I can't handle the beats, it's too fucking sickening, mindnumbing, bankroll exploding, etc. to handle. I've lost 75(fine 73, 75 sounds better)% of my 50/50's-70/30's on those three negative days. 75%! What the fuck? How do I ran that cold?

Here's just a sample of the crap.

I made the mistake of slow playing a pretty monster hand the other day(KKXXhh) on a KXXhh board, running into runner,allin, runner straight. 19/20 I'm playing it like this:
Full Tilt Poker Game #5771168738: Table Chalon (6 max) - $0.25/$0.50 - $20 Cap Pot Limit Omaha Hi - 22:51:18 ET - 2008/03/24
Seat 1: Zophar ($45.35)
Seat 2: thaigh ($31.60)
Seat 3: Mauska ($27.10)
Seat 4: SlickVic29 ($40)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 ($74.15)
Seat 6: vi3tboy7 ($20)
Zophar posts the small blind of $0.25
thaigh posts the big blind of $0.50
5 seconds left to act
SlickVic29 posts $0.50
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Zophar [9d Ks Td Ts]
Mauska folds
SlickVic29 checks
2whynot7 calls $0.50
Zophar calls $0.25
thaigh checks
*** FLOP *** [4s 3s Tc]
Zophar bets $2
thaigh calls $2
SlickVic29 folds
2whynot7 folds
*** TURN *** [4s 3s Tc] [Kc]
Zophar bets $6
thaigh calls $6
*** RIVER *** [4s 3s Tc Kc] [9s]
Zophar bets $11.50, and is capped
thaigh calls $11.50, and is capped
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Zophar shows [9d Ks Td Ts] a flush, King high
thaigh shows [As 3h Js 8c] a flush, Ace high
thaigh wins the pot ($38.95) with a flush, Ace high
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $41 | Rake $2.05
Board: [4s 3s Tc Kc 9s]
Seat 1: Zophar (small blind) showed [9d Ks Td Ts] and lost with a flush, King high
Seat 2: thaigh (big blind) showed [As 3h Js 8c] and won ($38.95) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 3: Mauska didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: SlickVic29 folded on the Flop
Seat 5: 2whynot7 (button) folded on the Flop
Seat 6: vi3tboy7 is sitting out

In a CAP game, am I supposed to check this river? I run into this non stop. non stop. non stop. WWWWWWWWTTTTTTFFFFFFFFF. Even if I did check/fold or check/call all of these hands, I may be down $25 less. Big fuckin deal. If I can't win any of the hands that I'm able to gain max value out of, I'm screwed. I don't win an enormous number of hands, or pick up a ton of bluffs, as both are hard to do in CAP PLO. Atleast I have little success w/that aspect at $1 $40cap. Notice in the above hand he has a pr3's and nut flush draw. That's it. 7 outs max.

Full Tilt Poker Game #5771000525: Table Chalon (6 max) - $0.25/$0.50 - $20 Cap Pot Limit Omaha Hi - 22:38:37 ET - 2008/03/24
Seat 1: Zophar ($50.50)
Seat 2: jholacka ($117.35)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 ($54.05)
2whynot7 posts the small blind of $0.25
Zophar posts the big blind of $0.50
The button is in seat #2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Zophar [6s 9c Td 9h]
jholacka folds
2whynot7 calls $0.25
Zophar checks
*** FLOP *** [Jc 7d 8h]
2whynot7 has 15 seconds left to act
2whynot7 checks
Zophar bets $1
2whynot7 calls $1
*** TURN *** [Jc 7d 8h] [4s]
2whynot7 checks
Zophar bets $3
2whynot7 calls $3
*** RIVER *** [Jc 7d 8h 4s] [4h]
2whynot7 checks
Zophar bets $9
2whynot7 raises to $15.50, and is capped
Zophar calls $6.50, and is capped
*** SHOW DOWN ***
2whynot7 shows [2h Jd 6h 4c] a full house, Fours full of Jacks
Zophar mucks
2whynot7 wins the pot ($39) with a full house, Fours full of Jacks
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $40 | Rake $1
Board: [Jc 7d 8h 4s 4h]
Seat 1: Zophar (big blind) mucked [6s 9c Td 9h] - a straight, Jack high
Seat 2: jholacka (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 (small blind) showed [2h Jd 6h 4c] and won ($39) with a full house, Fours full of Jacks

Awesome! I didn't put this guy(donkeyboy) on a set OTF because I know he would have CR'ed it, regardless of the straight, because he was awful and that's what he would do everytime.

Full Tilt Poker Game #5770771655: Table Chalon (6 max) - $0.25/$0.50 - $20 Cap Pot Limit Omaha Hi - 22:21:27 ET - 2008/03/24
Seat 1: Zophar ($36.25)
Seat 2: jholacka ($53.25)
Seat 3: DegenerateNJ ($25.70)
Seat 4: supercoop2544 ($94.30)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 ($82)
Seat 6: dcampbell_32 ($20.45)
2whynot7 posts the small blind of $0.25
dcampbell_32 posts the big blind of $0.50
The button is in seat #4
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Zophar [3s 5s 6d 5d]
Zophar raises to $1.10
jholacka folds
DegenerateNJ calls $1.10
supercoop2544 folds
2whynot7 calls $0.85
dcampbell_32 folds
*** FLOP *** [5h As Kc]
2whynot7 checks
Zophar bets $3
DegenerateNJ calls $3
2whynot7 folds
*** TURN *** [5h As Kc] [Jc]
Zophar checks
DegenerateNJ checks
*** RIVER *** [5h As Kc Jc] [7d]
Zophar bets $4.90
DegenerateNJ calls $4.90
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Zophar shows [3s 5s 6d 5d] three of a kind, Fives
DegenerateNJ shows [7h 2d 4c 7c] three of a kind, Sevens
DegenerateNJ wins the pot ($18.65) with three of a kind, Sevens
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $19.60 | Rake $0.95
Board: [5h As Kc Jc 7d]
Seat 1: Zophar showed [3s 5s 6d 5d] and lost with three of a kind, Fives
Seat 2: jholacka didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: DegenerateNJ showed [7h 2d 4c 7c] and won ($18.65) with three of a kind, Sevens
Seat 4: supercoop2544 (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 (small blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 6: dcampbell_32 (big blind) folded before the Flop

Slowed down w/my bottom set on the straight fitted board. What a huge error that of course has to be punished. Give the donkey his 6 outer.

Full Tilt Poker Game #5770701818: Table Chalon (6 max) - $0.25/$0.50 - $20 Cap Pot Limit Omaha Hi - 22:16:17 ET - 2008/03/24
Seat 1: Zophar ($49.25)
Seat 2: jholacka ($54.75)
Seat 4: DoTHEDishes ($52.25)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 ($77.05)
Seat 6: gr8ness300 ($79.75)
gr8ness300 posts the small blind of $0.25
Zophar posts the big blind of $0.50
DoTHEDishes stands up
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Zophar [5s 4h 6d 3c]
DoTHEDishes folds
2whynot7 folds
gr8ness300 calls $0.25
Zophar checks
*** FLOP *** [Jd 4c 2s]
gr8ness300 bets $1
Zophar raises to $3
gr8ness300 calls $2
*** TURN *** [Jd 4c 2s] [9c]
gr8ness300 checks
DegenerateNJ sits down
DegenerateNJ adds $24
Zophar bets $4.50
gr8ness300 raises to $9
Zophar calls $4.50
*** RIVER *** [Jd 4c 2s 9c] [Td]
gr8ness300 checks
Zophar checks
*** SHOW DOWN ***
gr8ness300 shows [Js Ah Jc 4d] three of a kind, Jacks
Zophar mucks
gr8ness300 wins the pot ($23.75) with three of a kind, Jacks
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $25 | Rake $1.25
Board: [Jd 4c 2s 9c Td]
Seat 1: Zophar (big blind) mucked [5s 4h 6d 3c] - a pair of Fours
Seat 2: jholacka is sitting out
Seat 4: DoTHEDishes didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: 2whynot7 (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: gr8ness300 (small blind) showed [Js Ah Jc 4d] and won ($23.75) with three of a kind, Jacks

Flip? Nah. His set's good. Ofcourse, I don't hit wraps. Hit 2 of 9(1 of which was split)